48, male, single
Lakewood Rch, United States
Looking for a hand to hold in this long dark tunnel...
I don't like standard beauty - there is no beauty without strangeness. ~Karl Lagerfeld~
Do you ever walk the fence with rain, on one side it is a comfort, setting the tone for an evening of blankets and smoke-rings but on the other it is smothering and squeezes the tears out of you.
When not contemplating the rain you can find me reading piles of books, taking apart recipes and fixing them to my taste, listening to hours of music in headphones, caring for two house plants, scrolling through the sci-fi/drama/documentaries on my DVR, quietly photographing the world and anything else that keeps me from juggling my depression and anxiety from a blanket cave on the couch.
To be honest I am unsure what I am looking for, I lost a girlfriend of 5 years and a lot of friends a few years back when my personal fog rolled in and I find myself lonely. I was a caring, thoughtful and affectionate person once and would like to find my way back to that with someone that understands what it is to be confusingly low most of the time. Helping each other take steps and figure things out and having a friend to ride out those afternoons on the couch with. I would find strength and beauty in anyone choosing to fight instead of relenting so I don't think there is generally a type I am looking for, I guess as long as you are unique and strange in your own special way we might get along. I like artists, glasses, freckles, a subtle crooked tooth, a strong mind behind the fog, rocks over-alls as elegantly as a dress, looks amazing through the steam off a cup of coffee and most importantly, looks like no one else on the planet, a broken mold.
Most of all, a friend, who could use a shoulder to lean on as well...
Intentions: Casual Dating
Height: 6'2" (188 cm)
Hair Color: Black
Eye Color: Blue
Body Type: Muscular
Body Art: None
Exercise: 1-2 times a week
Marriage: Marriage is Important
Romance: Never Tried it
Have Children: Sometimes Living with Me
Want Children: Open / Undecided
Nationality: United States
Education: High School
Occupation: Stay at Home Parent
Pets: No Pets